bleh

NOTHING IS MAKING ME FEEL BETTER

ARHG jklDSJNLKhso87GKUYugyghlGHaghjkghjksghjsjghkhjgkjghkaGHJK GOD FUCKING SHIT 

bleh

i mean

ugh guhglkjasdnlnclskjhlasuidhasdlkjahsdlkajshdlskhjiN IT’S NOT ALL HORMONAL WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE HORMONAL

IS IT BECAUSE I’M A GIRL

IS IT BECAUSE I’M NOT A LEGAL ADULT

I MEAN SERIOUSLY THAT’S THE BIGGEST LOAD OF BULLSHIT I’VE EVER HEARD

by saying this is my personal blog i mean that like

i post just what i’m feeling in text posts

i dont even know why it’s not password protected 

i guess i just want to ffeel liek peopel care 

i felt a little bit better today, i hung out with cassidy after school and i guess she’s been feeling pretty depressed too

but then i got in the car with my mom and she tried to ask me what’s wrong

she thinks it’s all hormonal and said some shit about me “controlling our relationship” and her leaving up how we our relationship is up to me

i dont even know

i cried in the library today and i felt like a loser 

people saw me but no one bothered to talk to me about it or ask me if i was alright

not even the librarian

plenty o f epoele like me 

nbtu 

it still feels like no o en cares 

i miss my sist er

WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?

i dont know

i dont wanna be depressed 

and i dont know what depression feels like

but maybe this is it

no 

no 

no